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I feel alone & broken

I feel alone, though there is someone like me

Others like me

I feel alone

I can’t carry burdens

I won’t carry burdens

I have my own burdens

I have my own

I feel broken

I feel alone

And broken

And I need to find an escape route

A place to feel at home

I need to find happiness

I need to get away

I need to find happiness

I need a better place

I feel alone, though there is someone like me

Others like me

I feel alone

I can’t carry burdens

I won’t carry burdens

I have my own burdens

I have my own

I feel broken

I feel alone

And broken

And it’s not your fault…

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The Watchers of the forbidden world

copyright Tina Cousins FantasyFed 2016

copyright Tina Cousins FantasyFed 2016

 

The cloud rises, twists and twirls around the forbidden mortal world
Hues of blue and grey and white forbids the passage to their sight
Unseen we are the hidden ones, forbidden to enter, forbidden to come
No one knows we are here, their cries of sadness we often hear
Forbidden to answer their prayers and cries
Forbidden to help them, unless they die
We cannot go to take their pain, we can only watch and hear in vain
We cannot cross through their gate

We can only watch their terrible fate
We are the gods they pray will come
But it’s not our world, it is not our sun
We cannot control what goes on there
Only guide them to the heavenly stair
We are forbidden to touch and be, where the mortals live and breath
We are the watchers of their endless plight
The protectors of eternal light
We are your warriors we are your knights
We tuck you into dreamtime at night
We are not evil, we are not cruel
It is not our place to rule mortals
We aren’t heartless, we aren’t depraved
We are there and ready to save
You are mortals and we are not
We are the ones that you’ve forgot
We are tender and we are true
And we’ll always be there for you
But we cannot enter through the mortal gate
We can only watch your fate
And lend a hand to the path of death
At the time of your last breath
So carefully we will take your hand
And take you to our immortal lands
Where life has set you free to be
Another watcher like me

 

 

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home to paradise

I was floating above my shell last night

About to travel to the world of my dreams

But then I stopped

I don’t know why

It’s frustrating that I do not fly into that other realm

Maybe it’s because the idea overwhelms?

Oh is it real?  I can’t tell

But I know it’s a place that’s put me under its spell

Maybe they’ll call me tonight or maybe not?

I hope so; to me it means a lot

Though I worry that it’s not all real

That a game is being played

I sometimes think that way and I shouldn’t

But I think I’m mentally frayed

Well one day I shall know

And if it’s real my happiness will overflow

But if it’s not, then my soul will die

Because for many years this place has made me cry

For I want to go home

I want to go home to my paradise

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Happiness regrows

Gently the wind blows

Gently I follow

Softly I gaze into my dreams

Baby there’s sorrow

But maybe tomorrow

All my tears will be washed into the stream

 

Ho ho

There they go

My tears have become the stream that flows

 

Away into the sea

I am now free

 

My sorrows away

Now I can now play

Into the meadow

I go

Running in play

 

Surrender today

May your happiness regrow

 

 

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I am committed to my self

There are dreams I have forgotten and places I’m meant to go

But didn’t go there, I go with the flow

The flow takes me anywhere, anywhere it knows

It takes me into happiness or terror I suppose

People say it’s not a structure

You need that in your life

But I can’t bare normality

It’s rigid and boredom runs rife

I need the flow of nature to guide me in my way

I will not fall into categories, me I shall stay

I won’t lose my sense of self

And become a uniformed girl

I will travel to know myself and this vast wide world

I will not allow myself to become blemished by the ones

Who say I am not normal and normality I should succumb to

I will not fall into patterns and I will not submit

I will only flow with life and to myself I will commit

With nature as my guide and friend, I’ll know of love and play

I will be guided by her majesty in each and every way

I will become who I was meant to be and not follow the rules of man

And if I had a choice, I’ll chose to do it all again, amen.

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